Fragments…that’s all they are…every time I even attempt to think about something important everything in my head goes all over leaving me unable to reason anything with myself…and I’ve always questioned everything…I’ve always thought that there are so many layers to everything and I’ve always lost myself in them…

I guess you really cant explain some things…I’m overwhelmed with what I see and understand of the universe and I try to find words to explain it…it’s kind of stupid I guess…and I worry about not being able to make sense of the things going on in my head when my thoughts move to these topics…I guess I shouldn’t be worried…after long periods of confusion I finally understand why this is…and I’m guessing my understanding of not being able understand will evolve…

I’ve had glimpses of the here and now…to be there is pretty cool isn’t? And to be able to live moments of it is better than being completely oblivious to it I say…it might sound like something obscure to some but it really isn’t…it’s the most simple thing anyone can do…to be conscious of yourself and everything around…at times for me this has become really easy…just sit…eyes closed…focus goes to my breathing and its rhythm connects to the forever flowing rhythm of the universe…realization that that they’re both one thing…it’s overwhelming…and not really easy to put into words…

To look beyond the fragmented chaotic thoughts I guess you sometimes just need to stop fighting it, sit down and embrace it…and you could see beyond the fragments…I don’t know if I’m making any sense to the people reading this and that makes sense because I’m trying to explain something that does not have an explanation…something that can’t be described as long as we’re bound to a specific dimension…the only reason I’m writing any of this at all is because I felt like writing after ages and I thought it would help me figure out for myself, what I was thinking…

It’s so simple yet so difficult to explain…and I should stop now…and think about it some more…it’s not always easy to write thoughts down is it?

Until we meet again…

Peace and Love