To find joy in hypocrisy
What an amazing thing
Can it be done by everyone?
Or just some?
Like you

After a lifetime
Of feigning darkness
It is natural I think
That you would lose your way
In the shadows you yourself create

To be unstable
What a glorious excuse
When nerves can’t be soothed
And brains can’t be numbed
When you lose control
Of your vision
Your likeness of everything around

Excused
Take your leave
Choose your roads wisely
The further in you go
The detours will fade
It won’t be much fun
If after all of that
When all you see is a dead end