Greetings

hmmmm...well it is roughly 3.45 in the morning and I cannot sleep...and I have much on my mind as always...I’m trying to capture what’s in there but I’m failing miserably...I think I’m going bonkers...

I had a dream a few nights ago that I was blue and I had 54 heads...what the fuck is that supposed to mean??? I don’t know why I keep having these fucked up dreams...well this one was just ridiculous...

Yeah a lot of people have explanations to what dreams are just like they have explanations for a whole load of things they THINK they understand but can someone really tell me why I dreamt that I was in a room with no windows and bleeding walls?? Can someone tell me why I dreamt that I controlled other people’s dreams?? Can someone tell me who the little girl reading the book was and why she was crying and then smiling and then crying again?? I spoke to her but she seemed to be too absorbed in her book...I can go on and on...

Then there were dragons...I saw dragons in my dreams...different ones...some big, some small and all different colours...there was one in particular that I couldn’t see for some reason...I think this one was my dragon...but I’m not worthy enough to see it yet I guess...

I don’t even know why I’m writing all of this...I don’t know why I have these dreams...I wish I could understand...all I have is a bunch of theories...what good are they???

Its cold...I think I’ll go to sleep now...

I am the writer of dreams

-LBB-